and so.. i just recovered from dengue fever.. horrible experience. which made me stay a night at the hospital. everyday having blood tests.. i still have a big bruise on my left arm. still feeling very tired and restless. although it's already day 11th since i got infected. so many days of MC taken.. dont feel like going back to work already. and my gum hurts. but i am not sure if it is due to dengue or due to my wisdom tooth. haiz. nov is gone.. it's now dec.. one month to the end of the year..why is time passing so quickly? i havent even start packing.. packing for our new home. gonna move house very soon. it's gonna be a new beginning..

welcome to the working life. welcome to the world of laziness after work. this explains the spider web on my blog. and the drop of updates on my weibo. :( not long ago, i juz bidded goodbye to SIM where i ended my one month temp job as an admin asst. now, i'm back to my previous company as an acct asst (again). hmmm however, i am not sure if i had made the correct choice. i am still uncertain abt what i want, what i can do. and my future is..so blurry. i cant definitely stay for long in this position coz i dont have a relevant cert. haiz. maybe i shld just go for admin openings. or HR, but HR is kind of specialised too. aiyeeee. irritating max. ok back to life. here are some recent happenings. milu gathering!! :D finally got to see the 3 of them together. still as shy. tsk. *slaps myself*

SO TRUE. why didnt i know this earlier so that i can focus on this path. everything's too late, too late. miserable.

hi august! i hate you so much. byebye!!! :<

visited mdm wong's shelter with my mum, ellekay and singyin today. i dont really fancy cats. but after today, i think they are just as cute as dogs. hehe. the cats at the shelter are just so endearing! all so 'deah' one, yearning for u to sayang them. some dogs are too hyper active, while some are too lazy lol. well, hope i will have the chance to visit them again soon! :)

looking for a job is definitely a very easy thing to do. juz go online and many job vacancies are available. but looking for one that suits your character, availability, capability, location, experiences, and expected pay.. *big sigh* sometimes i really wish results can be out soon. but nononoooo. it will be doom's day. i'm not sure if i can face that day.. :(

finally, seven days of work as a server at NUS graduation ceremony ended. nice experience. it was rather tough at the beginning.. but slowly got used to it. went for my bro's convocation today.. seeing so many graduates these days, juz make me worry more whether i can be one of them too next april. sigh. now.. what can i do now? hmm.

i always thought i enjoy travelling. but i think i am wrong. coz in fact, i dont like long haul flights. and i didnt like to travel for too long. but i really like to 'fly'.. so i come to the conclusion that, what i really like is boarding a plane, flying in the air, and having meals on board. hahahhaha. am i weirddddd. hehehe. my brother already has plans for his next trip. but so far there isnt a place in my mind. maybe i shld just worry for my results first. hmph.

hello i am back!! korea was okay. the only obstacle is language. really cant communicate, even shopping.. so i only buy things with price tags on them, haha! and the things there aren't very cheap as well? except for food and facial products. and because of this trip, i have so many many korean dramas that i want to watch now! i can say byebye to my china show liao. watch my korean show first. heeeee. as usual, this trip is mostly buying other ppl's stuff as well. zzz zzz. zzz. zzz. zzz. zzz. i swear i am going to be discreet in my next trip. even if u are my good fren. and i am so frustrated loading the photos up on facebook. somehow my photos cant be loaded in sequence and it's too many for me to shift that i have to delete them and upload again. argghhs. irritating. wasting my time.

hello all. i am finally done with my exams!! but i have this premonition that i am not going to do well. T.T haizz. zhen de yao 5 years to get a degree ma???

I know the train system has been giving a lot of problems these days. It must be irritating and annoying..
But I feel that having trapped in stations or trains is much more fortunate than having your train fell off the track while travelling above the ground or crashing into a stationary train on the platform right? Safety first!!
Nothing is perfect.. Even your car can break down on the road too. We shouldn't harp on the negatives and forgot abt the positives it brought us.

Exams are coming!
Exams are coming!!
Exams are coming!!!
Time to start gathering all the luck I can find..
23 more days to first paper.
36 more days to last paper.
41 more days to korea.

i must be mad to be doing this when i am supposed to study for my prelims.
screen shots from Scent of a Woman.
i think this is a very meaningful show coz it teaches me again to cherish today coz u never know when the world will end. live like there's no tomorrow.
okay back to the fangirl-ing part.
the guy is waiting for the gal (for a date obviously)
so finally the gal came.
guy: i have a gift for you.
gal: what?
guy: me! *shows the flower sign*
awwwww, i think that is so sweet and cute!! >.<

Today I was at SB studying with a friend when the staff told us studying is not allowed.
Ohhh.
So playing with an ipad is allowed?
So chatting with someone is allowed?
So using a laptop is allowed?
So reading a story book or magazine is allowed?
So being lovey dovey with your another half is allowed?
Fyi, it was not even crowded, there were many empty seats during that period of time.
Why. Why are u discriminating students. We paid for our drinks too, didn't we?

My 626th post.
I weibo more than I blogged. Hmm.
Well, as always, I have been thinking about a lot of things.
I think humans are really the most complicated creatures.
Why do we have such complex brains and think about so many trivial things and make ourselves upset?
We should always rmb that life is too short to waste your time on sadness. *keeps telling myself that*
And on another issue, I think sometimes it's hard to remain objective with someone when u heard so many things abt that person. I feel myself being bias very soon. Bad. This should not be it.

i think this show is so nice!!!
korean dramas nv fail to make me feel so emotional.
but it's currently still airing.. long wait for the next episode. siannn.

the day has come.
i am 23!!
omg really feeling old..
growing old, but NOT any much wiser.
am still single, and i am kind of used to it.
very happy with my life now, spending time with my family and my lovely friends and my sickening notes.
so.. life shall be like this till.. when? hmm. no idea. just live happily bah.

hello 2012.
a bad start.
so i hope it wouldnt end badly as well.